04 May 2008

04-05-08
I broke up with that stupid idiot!
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No quarrels. No fights.
We ended everything just by smses.
Sad. Of course i do.
But i think i hurt you more with all my harsh words.
I don't know did i make the right choice or not.
I'm so afriad that i will regret.
Afterall, it's you whom is so dearie to me for the past 5months3weeks.
The more you said you love me the more i shouldn't be so selfish to you.
I should have kept you with me, but i know i can't be that selfish bitch.
I've tried very hard to find thousand & one reason to replace with the problems
we had. However, the problem still lies in me.
I've now realised hiding away from problems doesn't solve any thing.
I just don't fits a good girlfriend.
You guys might think i'm nuts or mad,
but I FUCKING FUCKING MISS YOU, IDIOT!
Blahs. Nuff' said.
I'm truly sorry, baby!
Baby? Do i even fits to call you baby now..?(i guess not)


How much crying & tearing wouldn't change anything.
Why is it so easy to go into a relationship but so difficult to get out of it??
That's always the reason that bothers me when i go into a r/s.
My mama knows what had happened.
& she was trying to convince me that it's not my fault.
I know she's trying to console me. At least i knows she cares.



Goodbye, my love.

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