27 June 2008

am very sad :(

I'm soooooo STRESS UP! Fuck!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
I need someone to let me hit, bite, kick, and scream at to relieve the stress in me!


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Depressed Depressed Depressed
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Why???

1) EXAMINATIONS!

2) I've got new neighbours! (a bunch of construction workers!)

3) Monnneeeyyy!


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It's saturday tomorrow when Darling Boy is booking out & i can be with him.
But still.... i'm not happy at all lors!


Saturday is 1 day away, meaning exam is 3 days away!
To be exact, it's only 48hours + 14hours = 62 hours away!


Damn it! I wonder will i even get a D.
Cannot cannot. Worst come to worst, must get a C!
My initially aim for these 2 modules is to get a B lors! Sigh.
Alrights. Nothing's gonna help if i am not hitting the books.

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The neighbour next door is renting away the whole of his house.
Ok. Nothing wrong right?

But, he's some construction project's manager & so.......
HE'LL BE RENTING THE HOUSE TO A BUNCH OF HIS WORKERS!

You know, those construction workers!
Like china men, malaysian, & worst, bangalas all under one roof!
Fuck!

I hate this cos for the next half/quarter of my life, i'll be neighbours with these guys!



So my parents came out with all these:

a) No opening of the sliding windows in my house!
(my sliding windows are the only windows in my house, cos mine is a corridor house.)
Like duh, they want me to live in Sahara dessert mehs???

They have a point, cos' the guys next door might just peep through or even can see
the whole of my house since my curtains ain't that high up.

I sure want some privacy, don't you too?


b) Cannot be unbra-ed at home!
Girls do have times where we went un-bra at home when no dad or brothers is
around right? Yes, don't bluff.
Ok. So now i can't do that anymore. How great!



c) Cannot open the door to anyone. Ok. Standard.



d) Cannot go out at late night & cannot return home late anymore!
Cos' the guys next door is highly dangerous! Not 1 or 2. It's a group of them!

So not safe for a girl like me ok!





You tell me angry or not?
They screwed up my life lahs! Fuck!
@!#$%%^&*()(*&^%$##!





I know you people gonna say, "you cannot look down on construction workers,
they are working hard and you should pity them, they are not bad people........ blahs."
Yeahs, i have prejustice over them. Cannot mehs?


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Oh ya, i need a part-time or rather a full-time job for 1 month,
preferably a office admin, clerk, or receptionist!
& also a part-time job, preferably retail assistants while i'm schooling.


Modelling doesn't seems to interest me anymore.
Haha. Definitely not leaving this line so soon, of cos!
Am still young! I still welcome all events & shoots!



Can't be idling around like this cos' i've got no more savings lahs!
I need to feed myself too! &&&&& my driving license in near future!


The world revolves around with money.

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Jeans is my style, for at least this week.



My beautiful leg arhs!!























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Anyway,
congratz, Janelle! ;)





In all,


Janice is very sad! Not in good mood lors!

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